Thank you Everyone for your nice consolations. I'm still having a hard time, missing my dear Gord. I feel like I'm in a vacume at times, but sit at the computer making blends with CLAY in them to keep my mind blusy. I've forgotten how to post them over here. Maybe I'll get it figured out one of these days.

Sure do miss hearing from CLAY. Spamalot kept us all so busy and filled with happiness which sure helped while I saw my honey going down hill. I kept believing that if I could bring him home I could make him better. Foolish me.

Will try and get back again sooner. Much aloha, Betty Jean