Some have asked about my background it is a picture originally made by Brendilyre I think she is from the CH.. I made a wallpaper out of it by rotaing it, softing, adding pastel colors then making it transparent blending the colors and the picture together making it appear as one...glad you like it..

Sorry I have not been able to get off of AI5 performance by Clay Aiken..my God what a performance..as I watch those doors open with the gold shadow on Michaels shirt and face .. I know what is to appear.. I thought..what I got was something more amazing then I could ever imagine..there stood a Man strong, errect confident but yet a bit concerned ..his new look and the gossip and garbage that shdowed him.. cascaded by gold and purple .. the outline of his body was breath taking..a new Clay image the same Clay heart...and he just glowed in the colors that surrounded him..like the most bright shinning star ever created...his shoulders straight and hand behind his back holding the mic..I can't help but think as he stood behind those closed doors awaiting them to part..in his mind he had to be nervous concerned.. will they accept me will they like me ... will the know this is the real Clay Aiken.. not something made up and read about or splashed over the internet..I had never in my life witnessed a more confident and strong Man as I did that night..he stood there as the doors opened ... with pride and honor..as the doors gradually parted he steps forward..turns to the right of the stage ..the crowd realizes its non other that Clay Aiken..he takes a step down.. looks towards Michael acknowleging him ..then looks to the audience.. who are screaming out of control.. he knows..in his heart and mind..they trust him.. they still love him.. they still want him..as he turns to Michael walking tall with confidence and pride he take one step after another slowly but demanding..his first priorty is to Michael to respect him and honor him..he cascades strong, straight and in control across the stage and reaches for Michaels hand.. grasping it firmly and with respect.. he turns to the audience and witnesses the over powering response to his appearing..his heart had to be full.. his voice had to be perfect .. his performace had to be him.. he welcomes Michael to join him..like so many of us have witnessed in concert..he loves his fans and he shares his love for them by making them feel special and appreciated...he turns and with his body and his voice he controls thousands in a split second..he is back and stronger and more in control than ever..he is a super star.. when he enters a stage he walks tall with pride and honor..standing firm in his beliefs ..he uses his stick.. His Voice..to show the world his heart, his honor, his pride his being..he is a True Measure Of A Man..WALING TALL CARRYING A BIG STICK..THATS OUR CLAY