Ok Please dont think I am nuts lol.I was laying in bed before I went to sleep I had my tv on and I stop wacthing Tv and looked at My Clay pictures on my walls I have a really big poster of him and I was just looking and looking at him and thinking How would I act if I ever met Clay.

Would I cry would I stand there frozen.Would be able to talk without a problem.I do know I will have butterflys in my tummy and my heart will be racing however I dont know about the other things how I would act.

Anyways AS I was looking at that poster of him I told you about and I was thinking How would I act if I met him at the same time.It looked like he wink at me LOL I know he didnt he is just a poster on my wall.

Maybe it was that I blink my eyes and it look like as I was looking at him that he wink at me.Or that I was tired Or just maybe just by a long stretch.Could it be a sign a sign from up above saying dont worry about it.YOU will MEET CLAY.I would like to think it was.I know you are thinking lol.

After I seen that I was in shock I felt good all over but then I dont know why I started to cry and cry thinking I wont meet him and it hurts he doesnt know me.It hurts to think he wont ever met me.It also hurts to be just another fan when I want to be so much more.

Anyways hope you injoyed my story :)If you think I am crazy it is ok I guess beacause Arent we all for Clay?? ;)