It is so weird that the last blog turned into a back and forth. No hate to ya 1innebraska. We should pm each other sometime and just let it all out. I think we have more in common than we would probaby realise.

I just say I don't care because I am frustrated and angry. I dunno who I really am angry at. I almost suspect that person is in my own mirror. The only person I would hurt is myself in the end.

So there you have it. I still say if Clay knew whom I was he would hate me. I wouldn't blame him one bit. I think I have misdirected anger to try to defend others which in turn may be a thinly disguised turn of anger on myself.

No hate, but just a lot of self hatred. Take it as you will.