Wow, I actually on here while the dude is blogging away! Color me blue and call me a Smurf! Wow. That was a unique experience.

Anyway, life is moving on. In a weird twist of fate, a member of my church came up to me today and talked to me how she happened to be talking to her friend that was at big company y here in Orange County. She asked me if I had my resume and I then told her about the crap that happened. It would be great to work with comany y. So we will see. I also saw that what I went through with the fires was abberation to what other places did. Company x has a San Diego County lab and they closed for 3 days for the safety of their people. Company x's site is not closer than 45 miles from any of the fires. My old job was less than 2 miles. People were complaining about ash and they "allowed" vacation time to be taken if they felt unsafe. So I am glad to be out of there. I still have about 10 months savings built up with probably getting unemployment paid out.

Aside from that about the stupid job, I want to be clear I was NOT one of the screamers at the ice show (unless if it was at the end of the performances). I just don't want to diss the people that did. I just find it so rude to be acting superior to others because of something so dumb. Also, it seems to be the same people that want people, for some weird reason, chased away from being a Clay fan. I thought we wanted Clay to have MORE fans? I just don't get the logic unles they are thinking fewer fans means that Clay will become friends with them. It is so weird I cannot wrap my mind around it. It is like the chasing away from BAF.

I seem to remember for the BAF benefit in 2004 the rumor was spread I was a "security threat." Then I remember in a hotel room in Iowa when they were discussing the benefit asnd saying "for the kids...haha" as if it was not their motive. Sick. I NEVER have seen this happen in Key Club, World Vision, St. Jude or other places that seem to have people that are there to serve and not their egos.

Heck, not that we are on the topic of the dude, I still heavily doubt I will get a meet and greet or win the story contest. If I win, peace has broken out in the middle east. I just seriously think there has been stigma attached to my real name or my screen name due to some jealous fans. I can't help that I am young and single. Are they blind? Cause I am no beauty queen and I think that is more Clay's type. I'm a yankee. Appearantly my employment has been sporadic (nothing to do with Clay) so perhaps that means I am a bad person to boot? So they have NOTHING to worry about to cause the need to smear my name. I mean, heck, he doesn't even know I exist people. If he does, he thinks I am one of the crazies anyway. Therefore, no meet and greet for me ever. I have tried the past 4 years and something tells me that it isn't going to happen. It is ok though because I am a HUGE Paul McCartney fan and I have never met him. Does that bug me? HECK NO!

Anyway, I just wanted to vent because people are just ticking me off. Plus I am not letting that stop me from liking the dude. I just felt the need to just let it out.

I DO feel better.

Anyway, I hope the dude has fun reading the billions and billions of stories. Never underestimate the Claymates for participation. :) At least I hope he did give my story a read and it gave him a small smile knowing that Wisconsin is the best place ever.

Speaking of which, PACKERS WON TODAY!!!! 8-1 baby!

LUV