I am so so sorry THAT I DIDNT get to call anyone I was sitting right next to a security guard who was taking peoples phones lol and I was like OH HELL NO not gonna go there haha so I had to leave it in my hiding place haha

Clay was as usual superb and delightful, his eyes twinkled alot, he talked to my friend Nicole and she was just gabbing away at him, she is an amazing and very sweet cute teen girl with lots of energy lmao

Cilla did go she worked yesterday and was soooo tired but she had a good time I had about 7 glasses of wine before the show lmao and was a little PEPPY in the beginning resulting in the guard threatening to HANDCUFF me to my seat and after the show he mustve been a little excited by the thought as he gave me his phone number LMAO

I enjoyed Clays voice so much, he just amazes me in so many ways
I only cried during two songs lol first was MGUCL because I remembered doing my version in the studio and how magical it was.....and I remembered Cilla walking into the sound booth when I had finished and we were both crying....so that song really gets to me...my fave next to OHN

then he did DSIAFCD which was just PERFECT he never fails to blow me away I was feeling a little nastalgic just looking back on all the things that has happened since Clay showed up on AI the things he has done to make a difference......I am so proud of him and just adore him as always

I waited outside after the show by the bus I talked to ethel man I love her lol she cracks me up she is always so entertaining, sincere, and sweet !!! Jerome came out after a bit (which is who i waited for lol I mean I didnt want to shake clays hand, so many others who hadnt yet were waiting for it so I decided to let him be last night it was too cold for him to greet everyone) but I did have a sad ending to my night lol JEROME said he does not remember me lol HE FORGOT ME I did cry not because I need people to remember me I guess I was just being a baby......singing with Clay in Jackson was so special to me that I just cant imagine someone else forgetting that moment hahaha but I know it was MY moment and no one elses.......I will shut up now as I am acting like a baby over it lol I was just like OH NO MY HOMIE FORGOT ME lol ah well thats life I guess haha

Clay was amazing I cant think of anything that has touched me more in life than to see the way people come together for these shows and have a good time......amongst a city of some chaos, and a world full of war and crime and scariness, for a few hours Clay allows us to feel the Christmas spirit again, to draw upon our own hope and to send us back out into our lives wanting to be more like him........he just blows me away...yes I am still a fan and I will always be a fan :)

LOVE YOU GUYS heder