I just found out that I won the meet and greet for the San Diego show.

I thought for sure that I would not win, but every night I prayed, and every 11:11 I made a wish, and every time I saw the first star, I made closed my eyes and hoped for it as hard as I could.

And it's come true. This is the happiest I have ever been. I haven't left my house since I found out my gramma died. This seriously is the greatest pick me up, I feel like I can go anywhere I want.

I'm just so happy. This is happy, this is perfectly happy.

I love everyone.