Well, packing is going very well! I have just about everything done except for under my bed (which I'm scared to look at!) and a few other odds and ends. We load the truck on Thursday, so I have two days left.

I have to stop myself from sitting back and thinking about living alone 10 hours away from my family and most of my friends. When I think about it, it makes me sad. I've never lived alone before. Yes, I went away to college, but I always lived with 1 to 5 other people. It might not have been the smartest idea to move 10 hours away and out on my own at the same time!

I really am nervous that I'm going to be all alone with no money! I just pray every day that I get a teaching job! I need that income so bad! I do not want to have to work two jobs just to be able to pay my rent and bills! I will defnitely burn out that way and want to come home! If you are reading this and you don't mind, could you pray that I get a teaching job? Or at least one job that will pay the bills!

I'm so thankful I have Jenn down there, who I can lean on when times get tough! She made the move all alone in March, so I know I can do it with her down there! It might take me a little bit of time to get used to being alone, but I just have to stay positive.

I can also think that Clay did it when he moved out to LA all alone and that is a lot farther away then Raleigh for me.

On a much happier note, I get to see Clay in 5 days! I've been waiting for this all summer and it is finally here!!!! I'm trying so hard to stay a concert virgin! Thank God I'm going to the third show! I did watch the Access Hollywood preview and I will be watching the actual story tomorrow, but that is it. I promise!!! :)

Know I'm off to watch the Showbiz Tonight clip on the BAF!