Very frustrating.

Most of all I hope Clay has someone in his life who is smart enough to keep him away from the newspapers and the internet for a few days. Someone who's keeping him working hard on his album deep inside some studio somewhere. Someone who has the sense to tell him, " Ah, it's no big deal! There's a few comments on gossip sites but nothing in the mainstream press. And your fans are behind you 100%! They all think it's bull sh-stuff!"

That's a happy thought! It's giving me a good feeling to imagine that we fans can take it on the chin for him while he's hibernating somewhere. Closed off. Cocooned even. Warm and safe and making music. And I hope he doesn't come out until the worst of it has blown over.

It's 3:29 now. I feel a little better now but I still want to DO something. I prayed for Clay yesterday and had to again a little while ago. I think that's best for now.

Tomorrow's Saturday and I can wear what I want to work.

I think I'll wear my Clay Aiken T-Shirt. Just my quiet way of saying **** you!

And my way of showing my love and support.