Have stopped pondering. Will just wait and see what the future holds here for a while. Just can't leave kids and granddaughter. Sure don't want to stay here, but they are more important. The good Lord will lead me where he wants me to be, no sense my wasting my time worrying. Found a few Bartlett Clay fans! I am so excited to know there are others out there...LOL I knew the AI2 concert crowd was definetly a Clay crowd and wondered where they all went!