In the book and film titled "Carrie" by the excellent author, Stephen King. The main character, Carrie, is bullied, rejected, and tormented by her peers in high school. But when things seem to be picking up, she is humiliated once more infront of everyon

I think at the moment I'm feeling this way. Like someone has dropped a huge bucket of pig's blood all over my head, and ruined my beautiful prom dress. First I get a job, and things seem great at first. But lately, tensions have been rising, people are two faced, and we are getting paid peanuts to do a crap load of work! Second, I think I met a great guy. Seemed sweet and friendly, and very enthusiastic about meeting me. But things soon turn out to be just a ploy to get me into bed. The sad thing is, this man is in denial and won't even admit this. Third, another bad day at work. It seems that on sunday a spa party was scheduled. I had 3 clients lined up. One of which came on time, was very nice, and out she went. No tip, but not everyone likes to give those out. The 2nd and 3rd person, they were part of the spa party. The 2nd person arrived 45 minutes late! But I had to do my service to her, and just let it go. Now, the 3rd person, she also arrived late! Not another 45 minutes late. Not one hour late, not an hour and a half late. BUT TWO FREAKIN' HOURS LATE!!!! I was so frustrated by then, but I tried to keep a professional attitude. Eventhough my boss didn't by not flinching an eye that this person was extremely late! But I'm probably gonna get a complaint either way, since I've been getting them lately for the stupidest reasons. After that whole day was finally over, I waited for the bus, so I can finally go home and rest! I waited a half hour, and then got on. And to my surprise, halfway home, the freakin' bus breaks down! So I have to wait again for that next one. By this time I was tired, upset, and starving since I hadn't had any lunch. But I waited, for another hour before the next bus came along. And I finally got home! The next day, I went online to chat with a friend. And I was talking to her about that evil male mentioned earlier and my bad sunday. Well, at first I got some support, but after a while, I was critisized and verbally attacked because of this guy I went out with! According to her, I'm desperate, and that it's my own fault that this happened to me. This coming from a woman who was sleeping with two different men, and is shameless! And by the way, the same woman who called me a "slut!" once. Sorry for the salty language, but I'm just trying to paint a picture of how this "friend" behaves. So we got into a huge argument, and I don't plan on speaking with her anytime soon. She doesn't seem to know how to give advice without making the other person feel bad.

Anyway, that was my story. And I just needed to vent a little. If anyone has some advice, please feel free to give it. Just please don't make me feel worse then I already do, thank you!

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