I was not online last night because i was out with my family. when i log in this morning on the message board i see that clay had blogged i was excited because i thought he was going to talk about the NAJNT06. then i see the title of it is apology as i begin to read i am in total and utter shock. why would someone be so cruel to a man who has never or would never hurt another person, clay is the sweetest person to ever be broght into my life and i will never understand how others could be so unbeliveably mean and hateful to him. So if the hacker is reading this let me just tell you that NOTHING you do will EVER make my love wave for Clay he is ten thousand millon times the person you will ever be and i think your pathetic. if clay is reading this (yeah i know the chances but a girl can dream right??!): You are my inspiration and NOTHING ANYONE says will change that so please know that i am and will always be a fan and remember: "when i see you smile i can face that world i can do anything" that is so true clay so please keep smiling