Merry Christmas everyone!

how is everyone doing? i am okay..hanging in there...hey i made it through 2007...9 months ago i wasnt sure if i was gonna survive..

you know i went in clay overdrive this year.

clay has been a big part of my life for a year and a half now..i wish i can hug him and thank him..i hope he knows what he means to me..

anyway still the same issues in my life..it looks like it wont get better for me anytime soon,..my mom has stage 3 aggressive lymphoma, i just finished chemo due to breast cancer july 2007(the first time in 2001)just getting my hair growing back and now i gotta watch my mom go through it..i am sad alot..then i come here or myspace www.myspace.com/bfanglfn or bfanglfn2 to cheer myself up..i have been also checking clayboard out..

my son still is going through stuff too..he turned 16 december 4th

here is part of him

he is always picked on in school..he is so sensitive, i wish i could be perfect and wonderwoman so i can deal with all of this..

okay clay break

i love this guy, i can post and post pictures nonstop..it is wonderful!

anyway where were we...

my home life has different lifealtering issues too i cant really discuss so pray for me there

i just dont know what to do anymore. i cant do everything so i take a day at a time

i need my lucky charm with me everyday

everyone have a very MERRY CHRISTMAS

AND A EVEN BETTER 2008!

LOVE YOU GUYS!

LOVE YOU CLAY!

JEN-