I don't know how things can go from so good to so bad so fast. I noticed some blood spotting yesterday. I know that that's not abnormal in early pregnancy, but it kept increasing during the day. Then my mom said something that I can't forget. She told me that home pregnancies aren't always accurate, like maybe the "spotting" is actually my period. I just want to sleep until I can wake up from this nightmare. I've been saying that I have this nightmare that I'm going to walk into the doctor's office and they're going to tell me that I'm not actually pregnant. But, I never actually believed that was a possibility. I figured it was just me and my unnecessary worrying. Please pray for me. I'm alone all day with nothing but my thoughts. I desperately want someone with a degree to tell me that everything is all right. This is torture.

Hannah