A song came to mind yesterday when I was thinking about all of what's been going on.... I think the song is by Rachel Lampa, a Christian artist.

Goes a little like this....

"Don't look at me if you're looking for perfection Don't look at me, I will only bring you down I'll do my best to point you in the right direction But don't look at me, look at Him."

Clay is not perfect now. Never was. I believe he did what he felt was right in his heart. He doesn't have to answer to any of us.

I'm sad about all the turmoil. I'm not surprised. Just saddened.

Almost makes me feel like I have gotten way to involved in this fandom.

I have never know so much about an artist. I'm starting to think I know too much.