I choose B.

I heretofore will be insistent with cheerful, bright, looking forward to the CD posts and Clay singing to me, surprising me and as he just told me loving me!

I heretofore do not care what the critics, DJ's, moronic comedians or tabloid gossipmongers say and I will be insistentin my perky upbeat and happy expectations for Clay's CD.

I heretofore am unconcerned about the length, depth or breadth of Clay's career because I have no control over it and only believe in the talent that is Clay and will leave it to Clay, TPTB and God and will be insistent in my excitement for what will be and forego being depressed about what I have no clue might have been.

I heretofore in my 'insistence on looking at the bright side' will seek to read and discuss Clay and his public activities without any presumption of death and disillusionment only joyous expectation.