Are we there yet? Huh? Huh?

Nope. Maybe "soon".

I am ready for a press release every single day and one of these days I just might be gifted with one.

I'll be ready for a single whenever it is released.

I know for darn sure I'll be ready for the cd when it is released.

Of course, sooner will be better than later. So, Roger, hit the send button. NOW.

It saddens me to read all the conflict that goes on as a result of people's expectations that are not met. Of course, we all set our own expectations, but there are so many extremes.

My bottom line is that what is, is, and when it is ready to happen it will happen. I am not in control and I would not even WANT to be in control. What a headache. But, I'm sure the final results are going to be fantastic!

Now, while Clay is listening to a "bad bootleg copy of A Thousand Days", I am still stuck on the AI5 finale DLTSGDOM clip. I like to SEE Clay when I hear him. The passion shows in his body language as well as in his voice. What a rush!

Kyle update...

Kyle starts his final chemotherapy series today. He thought he was doing that last month, but it didn't turn out that way. More waiting. More not feeling well. More worries.

He has to wait 3 weeks for the next MRI before the radiation therapy will start.

Right now, he just feels trapped and cooped up and life goes on without him.

He can't drive. It is HOT in Seattle, so, especially because of his situation he can't go on walks. He can't spend much time on the computer because of his headaches and double vision. That means he can't do his artwork either (his passion).

He has been a real trooper trying to keep his spirits up. But what 21 yr old wants to be "bored" and stay home all the time. He used to love being home because he could entertain himself and be satisfied. Now he has to learn new ways of entertaining himself.

I don't want to offer false hope, but at the same time, HOPE is what gets us through. All of us in our daily lives, I think.

So, I can't offer him much but an ear to listen. I don't have solutions as we just don't know where we are headed right now.

We do still find humor where we can. Right now we are just anticipating that colorful map that is going to be drawn on his head when the radiation starts. Seems it beats tattoos.