all of you who supported me through this, thank you. Kane passed away this afternoon in my arms. It was the most horrible thing I've ever had to do. it didn't feel real, I thought the dr. was lying to me, because he felt like he was still with me. My poor husband fell apart really bad, he's disabled and Kane kept him company outside for walks in his wheelchair. He was really suffering, and had about 14 tumors all over, so I knew it had to be done. I'm glad I brought him home to Jalama beach, when I left I knew we'd never be there together again. My poor grandson, Isaiah who's 9 took it really hard. they grew up together. I lived with my daughter through my chemo, two years ago, and Isaiah and kane would always sleep all cuddled up together. that's it for now, I can't write anymore today. just wanted to thank you for your support and try to find a smile on here somewhere!!! nancy/jalamafreak