it will go away right? I mean if I don't make a big deal about it no one will be the wiser. Then what will happen? It builds up and then explodes. Yeah, Kapboom. Then what happens? People that I care about won't talk to me and I can't make everyone happy. Thing is that I don't want to put anyone out. But getting my mom to commit to anything right now is like pulling teeth. Ahhhhhhhhhhh. It's just my birthday. I'm an adult. It's alright.