Talking about Clay CD and other stuff outside of Clay

Hi, How is the fellow Claymates doing? I’m fine just finally recovering of Clay new CD all I can say is wow. I like four of the songs on this album (the others is okay but four of them to me stands out the most for me). The four songs I really really like is: “Ashes” (this song is so upbeat I feel like dancing around when he sings this), “Falling” (love this song to mostly upbeat again love Clay doing upbeat song he so :) doing them too), “On My Way Here” (I love this song when I first heard it plus listen to the words so good too), “Where I Draw The Line” (I like this song because of the words it makes it feel that way that we don’t want anybody close to us so that’s why we draw the line on it). I also like “Lover All Alone” too but I heard it before on the last CD so having it as a bonus was good. I also like the I-tunes bonus song (I just got the I-tunes CD only mostly for getting it early didn’t have to go to a store to get it after midnight or waiting the next day too plus the bonus song too).

The best part of the CD he thank all of the fans and that made me feel good in my heart. The reason why because there being some people on here don’t think I’m much of a Claymate (I don’t know if they were joking or not but to me I took it seriously) because I couldn’t go to Spamalot or the past couple of tours he being doing (I try ever thing in my powers to go the past couple of tours too I almost went to begging too). To me that hurt my feelings a lot because these people hardly know me to know to judge me on how much of a Claymate fan I am. If they talk to my parents or any other family member they know I’m more of a fan than they think I am. My mom thinks that I’m hung over on this guy that I never get to meet to. It also hurt me because I don’t think Clay would like people to judge anybody on this if we are more of a fan or less of a fan too because Clay love each one of us the same that is why he thank all of us not certain fans on his CD he could have but he didn’t. If it wasn't for us he wouldn't be where he is at now the past five years have being good and bad for Clay but its be a amazing ride he has being on too. I know in my heart I’m more of a fan than these certain fans think I am just because I have my reasons of not seeing Clay in the past mostly I didn’t have enough money or getting someone to go with me (mostly lately is finding someone to take me). Plus I think Clay knows that all of us can't go to ever tour or show he does too because not all of us is rich and Clay knows this so why judge me or any other people on this. Plus another reason is that I never met any of the Claymates that did judge or criticize me on this too. There is some Claymates on here I would love to met being so nice to me online and don’t judge or criticize me on not being a less of a fan they probably think I'm more of a fan than they ever meet me too. Then there is a flip side there are certain fans I don’t want to meet at all (I avoid them like a plague too plus they come in the chat room I don't talk to much because they want to chat about certain things only not much else) because of they judge me this way or rub me in the wrong way or both. I would understand if people that did judge me in the past would either chatted with me ever few days or even ever day to judge me this way but they didn’t at all and makes me wonder on this because why they do that anyway what is the point to do it to just hurt people feeling or to judge them. I’m more stronger than they think I am because I being judge and criticize before so its nothing new to me on it.

                                                                                                                                                                 I know I’m venting or rehashing old stuff but I wanted to make a point when Clay thank his fans it made me feel special he did this because of this past year being really hard on me and Clay had has rough year too but this year looking brighter for Clay and me too. I think we both need to positive stuff and not the negative stuff.

I’m more :) that he might tour in the fall I hope I can get the time off from work plus this time I hope he stops in KY or I hope my buddy on here we can finally meet up because she a Claymate to so I can finally talk to someone that is a Claymate to in person and won’t give me a hard time being one too. I’m not much of a social butterfly ( I don’t even have any offline friends and just a few online friends) but when it comes to Clay in concert I’m a little bit more of a social butterfly and would love to meet some Claymates that can talk about Clay and other real life stuff too.

I hope everybody have a good weekend. I be at work all weekend long but be off on Mon. and part of Tues. (I have a work meeting to go to on Tues. so I be off a half a day their but at least I’m getting paid for it). The couple of days I have off from work I being very busy on playing the new WII ware games that came out on the WII and love the Final Fantasy My Life As A King game the most so worth the WII points on it. I also got Lost Winds too but having a hard time playing it hope I can learn it soon to play it a little bit better.

Take care, :)