Wanted to talk more of the thread title The dork, nerd, uncool schtick more

Hi, How is my fellow Claymates doing? I’m fine doing better than last week. My last blog I talk about my granny might have something we don’t know for sure. Last Wed. she went to the doctor and he said they found something on her chest they think it might be cancer. She already got bone cancer so it might spread to her chest they going to do some test to make sure. My granny this past year has to deal with a lot of blows she found out she had bone cancer, lost her husband and now this. Last week also have to deal with some people not being nice to me just because I ask a question over on the message boards well I’m moving on from this. I even got threatening PM too if I talk about my private stuff again I might get kick out the club too the moderators will (I’m serious I got this from someone over here). I want to say that is not true one bit thanks to the moderator to tell me that they don’t have that power to do it so if you get that from anybody in this club tell them it’s not true. Thanks for the good advice on my thread of the question I did ask anyway I take the advice next time if I go back to the chat room going to stay away for a while still talking to my buddy just over on myspace IM. Plus I talk to the moderator about it next time I get treated this way. My buddy went over there over the weekend to the chat room and got over look like me so I’m not the only one. I also have to ignore some people over there that I had run in before and they wanted to start again on me over on the thread and PM me too so I have to hit the ignore button sorry for them but I’m getting fed up with them of cyber bullying me. I don’t know why they love to do that to me but I’m putting a stop to it. I also if anybody talk about me in the chat room or PM about me come talk to me about it because there are two sides of ever story to. I try to be nice to them before and I get treated this way. There is some people you can’t get along no matter how hard you try. Now on to my topic of my blog so over this its dead to me now.

Someone over on The Man section started a thread title The dork, nerd, uncool schtick more. This person who started this wants to change Clay because he getting old to be call a dork or nerd or uncool. I don’t know why people want to change Clay Aiken one bit. I want to ask why? Why people want to start to change Clay now. I being a fan of his over 5 years since Idol and I never in my life want to change him. Now if he wants to change himself that is different that is his choice not our choice on that. That is like me it is my choice if I want to change someone wanted to try to change me over on the message boards too. I being watching the Idol rewind show and back when he sung in group 2 or 3 (I don’t remember which group he was in I thinking 3 but not for sure) and before he went to sing “Open Arms” he talk about people gave him some advice when he was at his audition and he said you know what I do whatever that makes me :) so he didn’t change much expect his hairstyle the past 5 years since he was on Idol. I also remember back in Christmas tour of 2006 when people in the chat room was calling him fat. I was the only one told them he wasn’t fat one bit. Now look at him he not fat now and no one is calling him that so that was his choice to lose that fat. People also didn’t think his last album wouldn’t be that good because of the remade of old love songs and I was about the only one who couldn’t wait to hear what chance he took it and I was so :) how good his last album is and hoping his next album he take that sort of risk he did on his last album. I know some people over here tell me he was force to do the last album we don’t know for sure but that last album was his choice if he wasn’t totally :) about it but I think his next album he going to be more :) with it.

That is some examples of this there probably some more but each one he did it his only way and he didn’t take no body advice at all. I told how I feel about this I was the second one to comment on that but wanted to talk some more about it over here. I’m very :) the way Clay is I don’t care if he still thinks he is a dork, nerd, or uncool I still love you Clay just the way you are. I don’t think he going to listen to anybody but himself. Clay I’m not going to give you any advice at all like you need it anyway. Take care my fellow Claymates, :)