Hi, Wanted to do a blog its being awhile since I did one.

Hi, Hello my fellow Claymates. How is everybody doing? I’m fine better than my last blog thanks to the few people that did comment. I thought I write a blog because its being awhile since my last blog that I wrote.

Update on what I being doing since my last blog well last Tuesday was my youngest niece birthday she turn 5 yup she was born the same year Clay was on Idol actually the same night she was born Clay was on Idol too. I went to her party had fun despite my second cousin parents came by they live next door to my oldest brother and bragging about there daughter having a baby in three week. My second cousin treated me like crap (my first cousin did too but at least she did invite me to the wedding and my second cousin being married twice too) when we was in high school we graduated the same year too (I would graduated a year before her but I was held back in the second grade). Since then I don’t really care much about her heck she didn’t even invite me to her baby shower too so that tells you something right there. Plus I want to add when my grandfather died she came to the funeral and didn’t know that my oldest brother was my brother at all plus found out she was pregnant at the funeral too so joy joy there. Okay let get back to my youngest niece birthday party. I actually thought of Clay a lot on that day and during the party too and also how big my youngest niece has grown to and she is going around saying she a big girl too.

I also being going out more since its becoming so warm in KY such pretty weather we are getting in KY not much cold weather now. I also being listening to Clay new single a lot and it is growing on me too.

I wanted to ask my fellow Claymates this do you feel something is wrong with you if you don’t want to talk about men? I ask this because my mom these past couple of weeks is telling me there is more things in life beside Clay and video games like men. I don’t know why she is telling me this. I talk to my neighbor about this and my online friend too and I told them to me I hate the dating in general because you have to impress the other sex and I do a bad job at it to impress them. I know people on here going to say be yourself but I do try that too and it don’t work at all. Plus my mom thinks I’m going to be a old maid too because I don’t get out as much I do too. I would love to go out more but I don’t have no offline friends to do anything at all. Heck I can’t get no one to take me out to practice driving at all too even if I offer them some money. Heck even my coworkers is acting weird on me too especially this week too.

This is why I say this about my coworker acting weird on me. This week someone at work brought some friendship bread ask me if I wanted any I told them no thank you because I already ate some cookies I brought but maybe later. Well later in the night she never did ask me if I wanted any and the next day she brought some more bread too and never did ask me at all she ask everybody else but me. I just felt like a outcast this week pretty badly I might add so I just ignore her and ate what food I brought and listen to my MP3 player and read my book. I don’t know why this one coworker did this to me felt like I did something to her. I started ask someone at work about it but didn’t want to get them involve in it but it hurt me a lot felt like what is wrong with me. I talk to my parents about it they told me maybe she didn’t mean anything by it I hope that is true. Oh well all I can say being saying this past week to my self on the old saying what comes around goes around.

I let everybody go if anybody want to comment to give me advice good or bad please do but please no personal attacks okay. Have a good week my fellow Claymates and take care, :)