Hi, How is my fellow Claymates doing? I'm fine just so tried being busy all this past week. I took off last week from work kind of :) I did anyway because being so busy getting my Christmas shopping done in which I got done this past Wed. I also send out Christmas cards that people send me I know its last minute but they got it on time. I know one person got hers anyway hoping I get her Christmas card soon.

My last blog I talk about going to a all girl party. Well I went I wish they told me they was going to have kids there because I would took my two nieces with me to it. It was fun but someone at the party kind made me :( and mad at the same time. I don't talk to these people that much because they work in a different area from me plus I take different breaks sometime and I don't see them that much. Someone at the party was talking about drawing a name for a person at work she was talking to another person that work in that area. I ask her what they talking about just wondering now she said oh in our area we draw out some names to get gifts to them. First time I heard this too and the person I work with said you want something from someone you work. I said no anyway too late to get something anyway. That kind of made me :( if they only know that this year I'm not getting that much presents because my parents and granny told me that they couldn't afford to get me any presents they was just getting my two nieces. I understand this now but kind made me :( because I thought our work place would of done something we had a pot luck for Thanksgiving thought we should did something for Christmas but we didn't but that one area did.

I talk to a few people after I went to back to work last weekend about it on why didn't they go around and ask people about this and not that one area only. Someone told me they even had cup cakes in that area only. I thought it they did this last year in that area. It kind made me feel left out too because what happen to ask everybody you think someone at work might want to draw name for someone. I also used to work in that area that they did draw the names too and they never did anything when I was there too. Where I used to work at we did draw names and we didn't exclude certain areas at all despite we didn't have that many people where I work at but we still did it we even worried if it was a odd number of people. I think one person got two people something so they wouldn't felt left out. One year I draw a name from someone didn't know what I should get them so I ask them they told me and I got what they told me too and this person love it. If you don't know what to get a person is either to ask them or give them a gift card at Walmart. Its the thought that counts right. They also know I had a rough year too. I did give some people at work a Christmas card start not to give that area the people in it a Christmas card but some people in that area gave me a Christmas card so I gave some of the people a Christmas card anyway.

I know somebody on here think I'm a spoil person on wanting some presents on this I'm not its just the principal of it. Beside we all work together in the same building they don't work in a another building at all if they did I wouldn't care what they did but they don't we work all together. They also know some people in other areas had a hard year too beside me (two or three people lost people they love this year too beside me) and they should thought maybe we should include other areas plus it give a chance to talk to other people in other areas to find out what they like too.

I being kind of :( this past Christmas because this is my first Christmas without my grandfather. Anybody who lost someone this past year can relate to how I feel this Christmas. I'm trying to be positive and thinking about the good times with my grandfather. That is the only advice I would give someone.

Its that or Clay Aiken Christmas tour is over and :( that I wasn't able to get to go this year. I'm hoping next year I can get to see him on tour. I probably won't get to see him at Spamalot but hoping I get to see him on his next tour what ever the tour is whether its a Christmas one or a regular tour. I'm also hoping that he stop in Kentucky.

I'm also kind of :( and disappointed that Kentucky didn't have the wrapping for inclusion this year in Kentucky at all. Kind of let down in my fellow Kentuckians on this. I was trying every way to get some Kentuckians to do this but I couldn't find no one to help me at all. Its not the first time my fellow Kentuckians let me down and it won't be the last too.

I also got my Christmas presents early this year from my oldest brother and his wife and brother and my two nieces and my neighbor too. I love all of the presents they gave to me too. I'm also :) they like my presents I gave to them too.

Before I go I hope everybody have a Merry Christmas and A Happy New Year too. My next blog will be about my next year predictions for next year. Now this is for fun so don't take it too seriously now and I love to do this I did it last year and it was fun to do it. Its also my only time I break out my crystal ball too. Take care, :)
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