Hi, How is my fellow Claymates doing? I'm fine sorry I haven't wrote a blog in awhile but being so busy since my last blog. In my last blog I was a little down yea I know I was but I'm fine if anybody out there was worried about me.

A lot has happen to me in my last blog. A couple of weeks ago after I wrote this last blog I was at work on the weekend shift (I got to work this weekend too yea lucky me) and someone at work invited me to a Halloween Costume party. I went this past Sat. too because I needed the cheer up (since Sept. of this year its is being awful and hard on me) and also this is the first time I got invited too (also better than sitting at home that is what I being doing a lot lately anyway). I went to the party and I had a good time wow it was so much fun (I didn't drink that much. I did better than some people I know went to the party now).

Tonight I watch the "Are You Smarter Than The 5th Grader" show tonight boy Clay was so funny tonight I was laughing so hard too. I won't tell how much he won (won't spoil it for the west coasters anyway) but I'm so proud how far he did on the game anyway.

Before I go tomorrow is my birthday (I be 33 tomorrow I don't care to tell how old I be and I be off work too so whoohoo) and the only thing I wish for is to everybody to be nice to each other in this club for the upcoming year and the years to follow too. This past year I seen a lot of people not being nice to me and other people too (I won't tell who they are but they know it). I have to tell everybody its makes me :( to see this happen because in my heart Clay wouldn't like it at all. I won't go into details on what people did to hurt my feelings but I want to say one thing about this club when the new year starts on this club why don't we all try try to get along let by gone to be by gone to let go all the hurtful things that people say or did in this club. I'm going to try to let go all the hurt the people say or did to me because we one here one time around in our life and one day we be here and the next day we be gone (I experience this a lot lately in my life so I know). I also know that Clay don't want people to put other people down too (no I haven't met Clay at all but I can tell he don't like people to put down people). I understand people express your opinions on stuff but don't put people down on there opinions. I never seen Clay do that at all putting people down on there opinions at all.

I also want everybody to know when the new year starts I be back in this club with my takes and opinions on stuff too because in my heart I still love Clay Aiken he is my number one reason I join this club mostly because of him. I also not letting a certain people run me out of this club at all. I also in my heart still wants to be friends with everybody in this club with there opinions and takes too.

I let everybody go I hope everybody have a good weekend I sure will at work I won't have to go back until Sat. so its not that bad. Take care and most importantly to be nice to one another I know that is hard sometimes too, :)