I hope you all had a good holiday. We spent it mowing and raking and are still not done! DH let it get a wee bit too long...and now...we are raking....oh did I mention we live on about 3 acres of land? What makes me mad is that I can't do it like I did before....it is my right arm that they took the lymph nodes from....it is weakened.

OH DEAR LORD>.....did you notice I just left here and RAN outside. Jamie for some reason ran out of his room, out the door and straight to the highway....I could not stop him...I ran, I screamed and he still ran right onto the highway......I am shaking so badly right now......crying...dear GOD if there had been cars right then...he would have been hit and I would have had to helplessly watched.... oh my...

I forgot everything else I was going to write right now.....

If I remember I will edit later.....

Okay, my hands are not shaking anymore...so maybe I can continue...

Five years..that was my title.....5 years from May 31st...when I got the call that changed my life.....5 years...It has gone fast. So much has happened.....5 years ago, I never dreamed I would have gone through that...ever.
Friday is our Relay for Life.....Its always a wonderful night....celebrating survivors.... but also bittersweet..remembering our loved ones!

Did you know we ARE going to get so see Clay this summer? Not that I can really afford to , since I still am not working...BUT I must...he reinvigorates my soul! And boy, I need some of that right now. so if you are going to be in Houston or Tulsa we will be there! I can't wait!!!!!!!!!

Thanks to all for being here! Hugs to all!

Been kind of a strange day......kind of lost my umph for the day lol....

Joy